The Forgotten Rose

I am serious.

I’ve been going through some serious bouts with depression the past several weeks, and I stopped even thinking about losing weight. I’ve been binging like crazy and am currently up to 307 pounds. I don’t want to be like this but I can’t shake this depression and wanting to give up, climb into my shell and say, “to heck with everything and everyone”!

I don’t want to give up but I can’t seem to make my body do what I want it to do. My brain says let’s get moving and my body just laughs! My brain says let’s eat a healthy salad with some chicken breast cubes, and my body heads for a whole pack of Reeses Peanut Butter Cups! (which I am craving like crazy - can’t get enough of ‘em!)

I got ChaLEAN Extreme, and I did Day 1 but I can’t seem to get back……

I feel like I am out of control and I am not sure how I got here. Has anyone ever had this problem????

(P.S. I am under a doctor’s care. Several actually(general, ob/gyn, and neurologist). They are telling me the depression is from the PCOS which has caused alot of hormonal imbalances in my body.

Been to a nutritionist, and have a plan.

Counseling doesn’t work…been there, done that and came out alot worse after counseling! )